walkingfetus

It's been far too long of a break on deviant.  i'm still out and about taking photos ever so often, yet taking photos of the same things over and over didn't seem to fulfill the want, or need to share. i'm now living in new zealand, with a new outlook on creativity, and life.  my camera is currently sleeping at the moment, gathering dust... i hope to share my new experiences soon... oh so soon. i'm still breathing, after 2 or 3 years of being idol on here. keep checking i'll post something new soon! =) - leilani

    so i needed to update. mostly senior photos. it's a bit of an annoyance not updating a lot. oh well. i'll mostly update with senior photos or landscape, either way it's better than nothing. i've lost most creativity with photoshop. i haven't used it all that much in the past couple months. my mind draws blanks mostly. hmmm i need idea's, possibly a better place to live. i ordered my nikond70s slr about a month ago, and received it on the 15th. a rather long wait? yea.. then i open it, reformat it, set the date, all that junk. & then the shutter wont open all the way................................ i waited that long, and the camera dosen

she left without hesitation. this time it's for good. she took everything.  i wonder if he's afraid of being alone now. i can't go down there, it's too complicated. i can't sit. i can't watch t.v. either. it's too silent. akward silence. she's always in the wrong state of mind when we visit her. she enjoys being alone; yet why does she want us to live with her? i gave her a dozen pink roses. they smell new. the floors are covered in dirt. i leaned against the wall, and i turned white.. why does she live there. it's depressing. what does she do at night? who does she talk to. she has my phone. she won't let me have it for awhile. i don't know